So clearly i have so much time on my hands now that it's summer, wait that's a lie....i work 5 days a week, sometimes 6, and spend the rest of my time sitting at home being bored. It's not that i have nothing to do, i have many things i could be doing, however i just have no motivation to do them. Feeling very lethargic indeed. In terms of art, the only thing i ever feel like doing these days is scrapbooking, i never feel like drawing or painting or anything...yes scrapbooking and singing. Soon i'll post some of the birthday cards i've been making, i havent posted a deviation in so long. geeeez im even too lazy to do that. oh well back to work tomorrow morning...and back to reality. Speaking of work, i don't know if i'm appreciated anymore, becoming a supervisor was like gaining instant hatred. Every stressful shift (which is almost every one) feels like im banging my head against a wall. Despite my ridiculous efforts, nothing ever seems to work out right.

alright, sorry to bore you with my depressing rant, i didnt have anyone to say it to so i wrote it. there you go. goodbye.